Valentine As Husband and Wife

I don't really celebrate Valentine but I do practice it as one special day among the 365 days. We are not that romantic couple but I think hubby still have the idea of going out for special dinner. I heard he suggested it .May be it is opportunity to make me rest from the kitchen.

This valentine, hubby went to KK with his friends to buy car accessories. Of course I had voice out to join them but he seems like want to go with his friends. So I didn't discuss it long. I let them go. I'm in a process to be flexible with my hubby. Flexible when he needed time to be with his friend, allow him to watch football until morning while I have to sleep alone etc. I don't want to be a queen control.

For sure, there will be no special dinner outside because hubby only at home at night. So, I planned to bake a cake. Chocolate lava cake. A treat for hubby for valentine. Hmm...my first trial didn't turn out well.

It tasted ok but the texture was not up my expectation. I ate 2 cups and the rest put them on refrigerator. I won't let my hubby eat my unsuccessful product.

Hubby only went home at 9pm. I didn't cook because he already sms me he tapau Mcd and Big Apple doughnut. To make it short, after we finished with the dinner and talked about his journey to KK, he hand me over this.

I couldn't help to smile. I can't hide my happiness. First, because of the present,. Second, I knew he refused to bring me to KK because he wanted to buy me this present and give me surprise. Before this, I told hubby I like surprise and I like jewelry. Not because I like to wear it like 'mamy jarum' but it is an investment. I prefer my hubby spend his money to buy gold for me rather than something else that cost the same but worthless. In fact, I seldom wear my jewelry. I don't feel comfortable feeling something hanging on me.

As for me, I didn't have any present for my hubby since my lava chocolate cake was failed. But while waiting for hubby to arrived from KK, I did clean the house. Well, that was my little valentine present for my hubby. He came home happily seeing the house clean and tidy.

I pray that God will keep our heart warmly for each other forever. Loving and taking care each other no matter what happen.

Someone Like You

Mari kita berbahasa ibunda kerana saya sudah rindu menulis menggunakan bahasa pasar saya. Ops...bukankah bahasa ibunda saya adalah bahasa Rungus yang dicintai?? Saya pandai bah cakap bahasa Rungus walau tidak seterror aki-aki sama odu-odu di kampung.Hehe...rasanya saya tidak pernah menulis pasal satu topik yang semua orang suka iaitu.......CINTA. Jadi saya mau menulis sedikit kalau tidak terlebih tajuk atau tersimpang la.

Someone Like You by Adele

Saya jumpa lagu ni facebook. Berkemungkinan dipost oleh someone yang sedang mencari someone like you. Ditinggal sang kekasih dan kekasih lama sudah berbahagia bersama orang baru yang berkemungkinan lebih baik dari dirinya. Love is complicated! Jadi kita tidak payah menuding jari kepada sesiapa apabila cinta musnah. Banyak sebab musabab mengapa cinta musnah yang akhirnya kita akan cakap ayat ni;

"Tada jodoh kami jo"

Terpulanglah mau ucap ayat tu dengan muka poyo ka atau muka kunu-kunu enda frust tapi dalam hati menangis tak berlagu. Eh...ada bei orang begini especially yang lelaki. Frust tapi hepi kunun.Ego. Kalau yang perempuan tu sampai mata bengkak pegi kerja.Adakah teknik makeup kasi hilang bengkak mata? Pakai sipik hitam sajala pura-pura sakit mata.

Ok, perasaan kamu kalau ex kamu sudah jumpa pengganti kamu? Adakah kamu tiada perasaan langsung? Biarla dia,saya pun ada boyfie hensem guna myvi lagi.Ermm....betulka langsung tada perasaan?? Betulkah bila  kita cakap sudah move on kita akan lupa semuanya? Tada langsung perasaan curious dengan love life dia?

DYANA's Feeling

Saya tada sudah perasaan cinta sama si EX but I'm still stalking ahh. Why? Sebab saya saja-saja mau tau apa macam hidup dia sekarang. Saya mau tau;

*Sepa gf dia.Kiut ka dari saya? (kekeke)

*Apa sudah kereta dia pakai (oh..ketara mata $$)

*hensem lagi ka dia. Kalau sudah boroi jadi enda menyesal putus. (miahahaha)

*dia bahagia ka tida (bukan care ahh tp mau bersaing sepa yang lebih hidup bahagia)

Kamu rasa kamu mau kasi doa dia bahagia ka macam lagu si Adele?

Kalau si Dyana cakap ' Nasib masing-masing. Enda payah kasi doa apa-apa'.

Enda tau la adakah yang stalk saya. Saya rasa mungkin lelaki malas kali mau main kurik-kurik sana FB. Pun mana dapat apa-apa di FB saya tuh. Jarang kena update.Kalo mo stalk sini blog la rajin menhapdet.

Then, bila mencari pengganti si dia adakah kamu mau ciri-ciri yang sama macam si EX? Kalau EX kamu tu ada ciri-ciri yang membahagiakan memangla kan. Tapi manusia ni berbeza-beza sifatnya. Semua ada keistimewaan tersendiri. Ya..saya mencari someone like you tapi tidak pernah jumpa. Si A romantik tapi financial so so saja. Si B hensem tapi kedekut pula. Si C kaya tapi ego tinggi melangit. Haish...pening kepala. Saya tanya Tuhan napa saya tidak boleh dapat lelaki yang baik macam si EX? 

Semua enda serupa macam si EX jadi bila la saya mau ada stable relationship?? Akhirnya saya muhasabah diri. I stop from any relationship. Saya fikir mungkin saya yang bermasalah coz everytime saya yang akan tinggalkan dorang kerana tidak memenuhi kriteria seperti si EX yang kiut (mata saya la), berduit , romantik, penyayang bla bla bla.

Setelah puas berfikir, then saya start dengan someone else. SOMEONE NOT LIKE YOU! Saya tidak lagi mencari SOMEONE LIKE YOU. Semua orang ada kebaikan dan keburukan. Kita  tidak mungkin dapat orang yang sama.Saya tukar perspektif dan keinginan saya. 

Yeah...I'm in a happy relationship. I found love apabila saya terima dia dengan sifat dan keistimewaanya yang tersendiri.